I search for four leaf clovers
Just so i can give them to you
I wish every chance i get
And set my heart on them coming true
I deny everyone i know
Just so il be there when you need me
I make myself invisable
If it hurts you to see
I walk through fire and flames
And freeze in a pool of ice
I ignore everyone else
I believe your lies
I stay home alone by myself
When i know your with her
And when i become doubtful
I just think of everything we once were
I bleed with my heart cut open
And smile despite all the pain
I pretend and act so normal
When really im going insane
I close all the curtains
Lockevery door
If you dont want me to be around
Then i wont anymore
I stand and wait
Loyal and bound
And when someone else wants me
Im not ever around
Im only yours
Waiting for your comand
Chained with love
And barely able to stand
And you just leave me
Starving and lying in the dirt
Im the one who will save you
But im the one you hurt
Sad how pitiful
A story can be
Even when it comes
To strong little me
Despite how you act
I think i see how you feel
You want everything
But you cant make everything real
So i will keep wishing
And you will never come
And i will finally finish
Before youve even begun
But one day your gonna need me
And sadly il be there
Because we can act like we dont love eachother
But we will always care
So here i will stand chained
And bound by these broken parts
Standingproud and strong
And speaking with missing hearts