I search for four leaf clovers
Just so i can give them to you
I wish every chance i get
And set my heart on them coming true
.
I deny everyone i know
Just so il be there when you need me
I make myself invisable
If it hurts you to see
.
I walk through fire and flames
And freeze in a pool of ice
I ignore everyone else
I believe your lies
.
I stay home alone by myself
When i know your with her
And when i become doubtful
I just think of everything we once were
.
I bleed with my heart cut open
And smile despite all the pain
I pretend and act so normal
When really im going insane
.
I close all the curtains
Lockevery door
If you dont want me to be around
Then i wont anymore
.
I stand and wait
Loyal and bound
And when someone else wants me
Im not ever around
.
Im only yours
Waiting for your comand
Chained with love
And barely able to stand
.
And you just leave me
Starving and lying in the dirt
Im the one who will save you
But im the one you hurt
.
Sad how pitiful
A story can be
Even when it comes
To strong little me
.
Despite how you act
I think i see how you feel
You want everything
But you cant make everything real
.
So i will keep wishing
And you will never come
And i will finally finish
Before youve even begun
.
But one day your gonna need me
And sadly il be there
Because we can act like we dont love eachother
But we will always care
.
So here i will stand chained
And bound by these broken parts
Standingproud and strong
And speaking with missing hearts